Bad mood ---> Still very much there
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Not having the best of days.
But I wrote a song I like.
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I hate being the last person to know that he was never really worth it.
To be completely blinded, even when I've had people screaming at me to believe.
I'm tired of acting like I'm ok that he torn my heart to pieces.
He made the biggest mistake by making me believe he actually cared about me.
If he just wanted me around as a friend.. I can handle that.
I never wanted to be used and turned into some girl he knows he could screw around with.
They were all right. He was all about the attention or what he knew he could get.
Never once did I get what I really deserved.
R E S P E C T
For him to stand up and say, "You know what.. this is wrong. I think it would be better if you and I didn't do any of this. We'll just get in too deep and wind up hurt."
Too late for that.. he didn't even say that.
All he said was that, "I can't promise you a relationship.. I'll give you what I can."
What he gave me was a big mess.
What he gave me was another reason for me to hate him.
What he gave me was a new way to get tired the games most guys seem to always play.
I feel for the nice guy and the sweet words.
A G A I N
After I told myself I'd never do it.. I became everything I hated because I thought I really mattered.
I feel totally used and upset that he could do that to me.
He says he's sorry and he really loves me, but you know what..
It comes down to one thing.. and that was this.
HE L I E D..